Unsteady | KTH

Sex & Love Series — Book 2. Kim Taehyung has been in love with a woman who only sees him as her best friend. A woman whose heart belongs to another man. No matter how hard he tries, he can't seem to move on. And then there's me. Admiring him from afar... or maybe not so far. I've been drawn to him since the day we met. It was hard to keep my eyes off him, but even harder to listen to him talk about another woman as if she hung the moon and stars, and the entire universe. I know I should get over this silly crush, this unrequited feeling, and this impossible hope, because he'll never look at me the way he looks at her. But one reckless night changed everything between us, and the possibility of finally having a chance with him clouded my judgment and swept away every rational thought I possessed. He offered me escape; it was sweet, and we both lost ourselves in ecstasy. We fucked each other's brains out, lost in our little bubble we created, moaning each other’s names until our problems disappeared and forgotten. And I keep letting him. I keep letting myself get swept in ecstasy. He took me over and over again. He consumed me completely, gave me everything I wanted. One night turned into two, then three, then four, until I lost track of how many nights we'd spent tangled up in each other, until I got confused with my feelings, and until I could no longer tell what was real and what was not. Until everything started to get messy and I started to want more. How long can I keep my heart out of it? How long can I keep this up when I know his heart belongs to someone else? When he's murmuring her name instead of mine while he's inside me? And when the lines between desire and love begin to blur, will I survive being the second choice?